lock up my broken heart-

Monday, April 23, 2007

skul is starting in 5 hrs time....
doin ma tutorial for tml now...
hope 2 attend all lectures n not be lazy!!~~
i onli got an hr break from 12-1pm...
i haf no CDS...
im damned tired...
still gonna continue wif werk on weekends...
hoping 2 transfer back 2 tamp mall b4 may...
recent count:39 and 53
havent been going dikir due 2 work...
shit...damned tired...
fixed the bloody comp at the cyber cafe in front of ma hse...
haf not been contacting my god sis since that stupid sms...
cant werk out wif adli coz my sense of style 4 wat i wear does not live up 2 his expectation...
cant werk out wif sufi...coz he's like me...
havent been contacting bonzer...
havent been 2 any gigs after my break-up wif atoi...
cant werk out wif faizal coz he's short...
cant werk out wif i dunnoe who else.....
ahakz!!!
i guess tts all 4 now....
gotta get back 2 my tutorial...
peace!!!

let me heal my heart b4 i go crazy3:12 AM

Friday, April 06, 2007

weeeeeeeee!!
11th n 12th got some camp 4 nira...the SGH says its COMPULSORY!!!
band SYF on the 11th...gud luck my juniors!!~~
ermmm...oh ya!!!!i passed my CARC n OOPG!!~~weeeeeeee!!!
dcnk...will b repeating....haiyaaaaaa....
planned on applying 4 membership at at gym...but its like $190 for 12 mths....haixxXX...
wanna get thin!!!!!
haiyo0o0o.ooo fat liao...
can't slp....
thinkin of my fats!!!(actaully got flu la)
gonna go out at 2pm later wif tis chi guy who werks at the cyber shop in front of ma hse...Eric...
den at nite fetchin my sis....
bakul is afraid of getting bashed up...
not sure if i really...really...realli wanna smash his face...
later my sis veri sad seyy...
i tink im bisexual....
coz i cannot resist gerlsss....
weeeeeeee!!~~
or mayb im juz straight....wif a lot of male hormones??=p
sko0ol restartin on 23rd...

let me heal my heart b4 i go crazy8:39 AM

Monday, April 02, 2007

bakul n my god sis got attached on 250307.
my sis told me abt it on the morn of 27th..
i was actually studying 4 my oopg n carc supp paper...
didnt slp....
cried for 4 bloody hours...
den forced myself 2 study...
the day of the paper...studying 4 ma oopg....cried while tokin 2 hidayah on the fon...
wani was totally shocked by the news...
after the paper...met ma sis...
n hey....dere's more 2 it...
the 1st slap was that my sis told me of their relationship AFTER they were attached...which meant that they hid it from me..(bakul lost contact wif me 4 i-dunnoe-how-many- wks)
the 2nd slap was that my sis told me that bakul actually wanted 2 get my sis's no. in the 1st place n not mine...(she noes that a long time ago n didnt even tell me)
3rd slap was that bakul was contacting his ex all those while he was contacting me n actually wanted 2 ask her 4 a patch...(i didnt even noe bout tis ex...n my sis knew abt her n didnt tell me)
4th slap...i told my sis tt i dun wanna see her 4 the 1st sem of our 2nd yr...n hey2...u noe wat....at nite, she called me n said she broke up wif bakul....
n stupid me...i believed her...so i called back tt 1 sem of not seing or tokin 2 her....
n after my promise....she told me it was a joke n tt she hasnt broken up wif bakul...
oh wow!!~~how stupid i was 2 actually believe her n still wanna care abt her damn feelings wen she didnt even tink of mine...
n oh ya...bakul still hasnt haf the guts 2 contact me till now....
fucking guy.....im gonna punch his face n break his nose....fuck la!!!
n the last few weeks....let me tell u...if im not at home...im at werk....ahakz!!!
me!!!who always go out....goin back home straight after werk...wow....
n my hp is so freaking quiet....no guys 2 msg or k0l!~~
kewlshiet rite....n i dun get 2 noe guys from outside animore...
oh ya...i cant trust my sis animore...
our trust pillar has juz been shot by a bazooka...
i dun mind not seeing her 4 6 yrs...
but dun tink my life is gonna b easy...
has been in emotional state 4 the last few wks...reminders of me n ma sis r everywhere...haixXXX...
juz feelin shiet...
oh ya...congrats 2 Siti Naqiah Bte Mohd Murshid 4 becoming SGH of N2T.....weeeeeeeeeee!!~~
oh ya...n thanx 2 all the seniors n alumni....
2 all my nira frens...sori i culdn't commit 2 nira 4 pentas n couldn't watch u guys.....been bz wif supp papers n werk...

let me heal my heart b4 i go crazy9:08 PM

Thursday, March 08, 2007

do not ask me y im still awake at tis time.....
i cant slp 4 the past week..
my eyebags are like shiet
my stupid flu is blo0ody irritating...
stupid fever makin me feel hot n cold at all the wrong times...
my right eye is sore...
wen can i start goin 4 training?????
damned...
cant slp...
wanna slp...
freaking emo 4 the past wk...
bakul pon dh mls nk lyn aku...
say tt im diff. wen there's nutin wrong wif me...
he's always werkin...hp no reception...wif his frens outside....takkan nk kacau..
bodoh!
i haf a pimple....shiet!
y r freaking guys tinkin im such a low,immorale,whoring, BITCH!!!???
fucking poeple....
dun they realise tt i dun look at guys n disturb dem like how i used 2????
dun they realise tt im afraid of guys animore???!!
fucking hell!!!ME???!!AFRAID????of GUYS????
wat the hell is happening 2 u, ayu????
damned!!!!
y cant bakul finally realise y i asked him 2 wait 2 yrs 4 me?????
its b'coz i wanna c if they guy can take my "owl" lifestyle...
can take my character of prioritising my frens,werk n studies b4 dem???
can take my bloody mood swings which happens out of the blue...
bloody hell...no 1 has ever seen me fucking angry sia....
n those who did aren't even close 2 me....n i wasn't even at my most angered....
blo0oody hell....
arghhhhhhhhh...fucking shiet la!~!!!!!
kaninabeychaucheebye!!!
i cant slp coz i cant breathe while i slp...
n iall i cud dream of is a keris trying 2 pierce my heart...
always feeling the cold which is from the deepest reaches of my body n bones...
fucking shivering even wen im not cold....
damn...damn....DAMNED!!!!!
my whole body is aching n in need of a 1hr massage....HELP!!!!
oh ya....i've started praying again....its the only time where i can find solace...thank god~~
dreamt of my 2 arwah aunts...kasminah n rahimah....
dunnoe y i dreamt of dem...
cried in my "slp"....miss dem so much...
somehow i feel as if my life is gonna end soon...
somehow its as if im looking 4ward 2 it...
even if i dun haf my dip. or degree yet...
even if im not married yet...
haixXxx~~i dunnoe y im like tis...
y im in tis nostalgic mood...
y im normal in the day...n emoshiet at nite????
damned....
my red light is in next 2 wks...*shud be la*
pentas cumin up...
wanna werk like hell 2 earn money...*pay back mom n dad*
supp paper also cumin up...
haixXxxX!!~~
dun tell me im stressed or depressed...coz i dun feel like killing myself...
n im not tt stressed....m i???
shiet la.....
i keep tellin ppl im bi....wen im actually straight....
WHY???
because....im lazy 2 get attached..ahakz!!~
i always get guys who juz wanna get a free fuck...*oh ya...i've stopped fuckin around since 2007 started*
n my uncle n dad always say...."the guys will wait 4 u till ur ready..n wun force or use u till marriage"...a bit old thinking..but hey...its how it shud be...
i juz want sum1 whos understanding of my behaviour...
can wait till i finish my studies
wait till i get a proper job 4 our future...
gd in religion...
has a stable job..
at least look presentable...no need 2 b so gd-looking...
MUST be taller den me...
sum1 i can call a best fren....
n sum1 who actually wants me 4 maself...wants me wif all my frenlyness,emoshiet,craziness,unfaithfulness....n also noes how 2 take care n protect me wen i need it...
im not saying im tt strong 2 go on wif life alone....
come on....
im a FEMALE for goodness sake!!!
im WEAK!!!
haixXxx!!~
fucking hell...i wanna stay single n here im blabbering nonsense @ 7.30am....
shiet...ayu dah cock-up giler babi sakz....
haixXxx...

let me heal my heart b4 i go crazy7:03 AM

Sunday, March 04, 2007

SAM vs DOL

SAM: Kenapa kamu cakap minum susu segar boleh bawa maut?

DOL: Sebab semalam semasa aku tengah minum, lembu tu terajang aku. Nasib baik tak mati.

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SAM: Apasal ko marah kat tokey kedai 2 Ringgit tu?

DOL: Sebab dia tipu. Aku beli 3 barang dia mintak 6 ringgit. Kata kedai 2 Ringgit

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SAM: Kau kata binatang peliharaan kau mati lemas? Mana kau tau dia mati lemas?

DOL: Sebab aku bela ikan emas. aku jumpa ia mati dalam air!

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SAM: Semalam aku nampak hantu!

DOL: Uih! kau terkejut tak?

SAM: Taklah.... hantu tu yang terkejut tengok aku.

DOL: Mana kau tahu?

SAM: Aku tengok muka dia pucat semacam jer....

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SAM: Apasal kopi yang kau buat ni rasa masin?

DOL: Gula dah habis!

SAM: Yang kau pergi campur garam apasal?

DOL: Kan aku kata, sebab gula dah habislah!

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SAM: Aku tengok kau beberapa hari ini "candle light dinner" dengan bini kau, mesti dia suka.

DOL: Dia marahlah. Aku lupa nak bayar bil elektrik, api rumah aku dah kena potong!

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SAM: Aku ada AIDS? mana ada...

DOL: Aku baca 1 dari 10 orang kat Negara ni ada aids. Aku dah tanya 9
orang, semua tak ada aids, kau orang ke 10, tak payah tanya, aku dah tahu...

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SAM: Dol, aku dengar bunyi batuk kau makin teruk!

DOL: Iya ke? kalau macamni aku kena banyak berlatih agar dapat batuk dengan lebih baik lagi.

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SAM: Dah dua kali perompak yang sama datang merompak kedai kita.

DOL: Tu lah aku dah cakap kat kau, jangan pasang signboard "SILA DATANG LAGI"

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let me heal my heart b4 i go crazy12:44 AM

RECOGNIZING A STROKE
"3" steps, STR . Read and Learn!
Now doctors say a bystander can recognize a stroke by asking three simple questions:
S *Ask the individual to SMILE.
T *Ask the person to TALK . to SPEAK A SIMPLE SENTENCE
(Coherently) (i.e. . . It is sunny out today)
R *Ask him or her to RAISE BOTH ARMS.
{NOTE: Another 'sign' of a stroke is this: Ask the person to 'stick' out their tongue... if the tongue is 'crooked', if it goes to one side or the other that is also an indication of a stroke}
If he or she has trouble with ANY ONE of these tasks, call 995

immediately and describe the symptoms to the dispatcher.

let me heal my heart b4 i go crazy12:39 AM

STUPID QUESTIONS WITH THE SMART ANSWERS:

BOY : May I hold your hand?
GIRL : No thanks, it isn't heavy.

GIRL : Say you love me! Say you love me!
BOY : You love me...

GIRL : If we become engaged will you give me a ring??
BOY : Sure, what's your phone number??

GIRL : I think the poorest people are the happiest.
BOY : Then marry me and we'll be the happiest couple

GIRL : Darling, I want to dance like this forever.
BOY : Don't you ever want to improve??

BOY : I love you and I could die for you!
GIRL : How soon??

BOY : I would go to the end of the world for you!
GIRL : Yes, but would you stay there??

SHARON : Have you ever had a hot passionate, burning kiss??
TRACY : I did once. He'd forgotten to take the cigarette out of his mouth.

MAN : You remind me of the sea.
WOMAN : Because I'm wild, romantic and exciting?
MAN : NO, because you make me sick.

WIFE : You tell a man something, it goes in one ear and comes out of the other.
HUSBAND : You tell a woman something: It goes in both ears and comes out of the mouth.

MARY : John says I'm pretty. Andy says I'm ugly.What do u think,
Peter?
PETER : A bit of both. I think you're pretty ugly.

Girlfriend : "...And are you sure you love me and no one else ?"
Boyfriend : "Dead Sure! I checked the whole list again yesterday".

Teacher : "Which is more important to us, the sun or the moon?"
Pupil : "The moon".
Teacher : "Why?"
Pupil : "The moon gives us light at night when we need it but the sun gives us light only in the day time when we don't need it".

Teacher : "What do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?"
Pupil : "A teacher".

4) Waiter : "Would you like your coffee black?"
My father is so old that when he was in school, history was called current affairs.

Teacher : "Sam, you talk a lot !"
Sam : "It's a family tradition".
Teacher : "What do you mean?"
Sam : "Sir, my grandpa was a street hawker, my father is a teacher".
Teacher : "What about your mother?" Sam : "She's a woman".

Tom : "How should I convey the news to my father that I've failed?"
David: "You just send a telegram: Result declared, past year's performance repeated".

Teacher : "Now, children, if I saw a man beating a donkey and stopped him, what virtue would I be showing?"
Student : "Brotherly love".

Teacher : "Now, Sam, tell me frankly do you say prayers before eating?"
Sam : "No sir, I don't have to, my mom is a good cook".

Patient : "What are the chances of my recovering doctor?"
Doctor : "One hundred percent. Medical reco rds show that nine out of ten people die of the disease you have. Yours is the tenth case I've treated. The others all died".

Teacher : " Can anybody give an example of COINCIDENCE?"
One Student : "Sir, my Mother and Father got married on the same day and at the same time."

Teacher : " George Washington not only chopped down his father's Cherry tree, but also admitted doing it.
Now do you know why his father didn't punish him ?"
One Student: " Because George still had the axe in is hand."

let me heal my heart b4 i go crazy12:35 AM

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> TEKA-TEKI YANG MEMANG PATUT DIBERI PENAMPOR...............lollol
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> 1) Lubang ape yang rasanye hangat,nikmat dan nyaman?
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> Answer: MINYAKsikan pertandingan bolasepak Liga-M
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> 5) Siape yang menemukan dompet kulit?
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> 7) Pintu ape yang walaupun dengan 10 org pun tak leh nak tolak?
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> 9) Apa dia 'Jauh di mata, dekat di hati'?
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> 10) Binatang ape yang seluruh anggota tubuhnya kat kepala?
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> 11) Nenek sape jalannya meloncat-loncat?
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> 12) Knape lelaki jarang kene penyakit anjing gila?
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> 13)Ape beza sekretari baik ngan sekretari kurang baik?
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> Answer:- Sekretari baik..................'Selamat pagi tuan'
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> - Sekretari kurang baik...........'Dah pagi ni tuan'
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> 15) Tukang ape yang kalau dipanggil, die menjenguk ke atas?
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> 16) Nak mencari sikit punye susah, bile dah dapat buang, ape bendanya?
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> 17) Ape persamaan kain jemuran ngan telefon?
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> Answer: Dua-dua kalau dah 'kringgg' bole diangkat...
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> 18) Knape pokok kelapa kat depan rumah harus ditebang?
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let me heal my heart b4 i go crazy12:16 AM

Saturday, March 03, 2007

well...well..well....
seems like im finally @ home today....
not goin out 2dae n tml...
wow....!!
actually...there were a lot of cock-ups in my plans these few days....haixxX
but it's ok...lookin 4ward 2 spending time wif bakul n ma sis for the whole day n nite of the 8th...
cant wait till im 18!!!!wanna get my licence!!!im so0oo itching 4 it...
watched hannibal rising with azam a.k.a ah siong yest.. 4 stars 4 hannibal rising...(sape2 yg tembam...tis show is 4 u)
ended my exams yest!!~~weeeeeeeeeeeee!!
gonna confirm take supp 4 DCNK....sianzZZz..-_- (HELP ME !!!!!!)
hopefully i can pass the rest ....even those modules where i failed my assignment...haixxXX...
gonna haf calss chalet on 28th n 29th @ aloha loyang...
gonna haf training 4 pentas on 6th,8th,10th,12th-16th march....
actually got werk also....but i guess i can werk b4 the training.....
as 4 my personal life....hmmm...
idham(mcrider @ tamp mart n dwntwn) is an egoistic,sensitive,lying,loser!!
bakul will wait 4 me till the end of my poly...IF i change my character yg mcm sial....
guys are still out there 4 me 2 choose from...but hey...im juz 2 lazy...
lastly...change of my no.!!!!get me thru msn...or those ppl u noe whom i haf msged....(prepaid low liao)
oh ya...get into ur freaking heads...tt i juz wanna get more FRENS!!!!not BOYFRIENDS 2 get attached 2!!~~haiyo0o0o!!~~

let me heal my heart b4 i go crazy10:48 PM

--------JANUARY BABY--------
pretty/handsome.
Loves to dress up.
Easily bored.
Fussy.
Seldom shows emotions.
Takes time to recover when hurt.
Sensitive.
Down-to-Earth.
Stubborn.

--------FEBRUARY BABY --------
Abstract thoughts.
Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever.
Changing personality.
Attractive.
sexiest out of everyone.
Temperamental.
Quiet, shy and humble.
Honest and loyal.
Determined to reach goals.
Loves freedom.
Rebellious when restricted.
Loves aggressiveness.
Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things.
Loves making friends but rarely shows it.
Horny.
Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious.
Realizing dreams and hopes.
Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure.
Romantic on the inside not outside.
Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift.
Tries to learn to show emotions.

--------MARCH BABY --------
Attractive personality.
Sexy.
Affectionate ,Shy and reserved.
Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.
Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others.
Great kisser.
Easily angered.
Trustworthy.
Appreciative and returns kindness.
Hardly shows emotions.
Tends to bottle up feelings.
Observant and assesses others.

--------APRIL BABY --------
Suave and compromising.
Funny and humorous.
Stubborn.
Very talkative.
Calm and cool.
Kind and sympathetic.
Concerned and detailed.
Loyal.
Does work well with others.
Very confident.
Sensitive.
Positive Attitude.
Thinking generous.
Good memory.
Clever and knowledgeable.
Loves to look for information.
Able to cheer evryone up and/or make them laugh.
Able to motivate oneself and others.
Understanding.
Fun to be around.
Outgoing.
Hyper.
Bubbly personality.
Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy.
Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling.
Systematic.
hott but has brains.

--------MAY BABY --------
Stubborn and hard-hearted.
Strong-willed and highly motivated.
Sharp thoughts.
Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention.
Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally.
Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation.
Shy towards opposite sex.
Easily consoled.
Systematic (left brain).
Loves to dream.
Strong clairvoyance.
Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck.
Good imagination.
Good physical.
Weak breathing.
Loves literature and the arts.
Loves traveling.
Dislike being at home.
Restless.
Not having many children.
Hardworking.
High spirited.

--------JUNE BABY --------
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around.
You love to make new friends and be outgoing.
You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner.
A wicked hottie.
It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection.
You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!

--------JULY BABY --------
Fun to be with.
Secretive.
Difficult to fathom and to be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself.
Has reputation.
Easily consoled.
Honest.
Concerned about people's feelings.
Tactful.
Friendly.
Approachable.
Emotional , temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt.
Witty and sparkly.
Spazzy at times.
Not revengeful.
Forgiving but never forgets.
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally.
Sensitiveand forms impressions carefully.
Caring andloving.
Treats others equally.
Strong sense ofsympathy.
Wary and sharp.
Judges people through observations.
Hardworking.
No difficulties in studying.
Loves to be alone.
Always broods about the past and the old friends.
Waits for friends.
Never looks for friends.
Not aggressive unless provoked.
Loves to be loved.
Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

--------AUGUST BABY --------
Outgoing personality.
Takes risks.
Feeds on attention.
No self control.
Kind hearted.
Self-confident.
Loud and boisterous.
VERY revengeful.
Easy to get along with and talk to.
Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude.
Likes talking and singing.
Loves music.
Daydreamer.
Easily distracted.
Hates not being trusted.
BIG imagination.
Loves to beloved.
Hates studying.
In need of "that someone".
Longs for freedom.
Rebellious when withheld or restricted.
Lives by "no pain no gain" caring.
Always a suspect.
Playful.
Mysterious.
"charming" or "beautiful" to everyone.
Stubborn.
Curious.
Independent.
Strong willed.
A fighter.

--------SEPTEMBER BABY --------
Active and dynamic.
Decisive and haste but tends to regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality.
Loves attention.
Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless.
Adventurous.
Loving and caring.
Suave and generous.
Usually you have many friends.
Enjoys to make love.
Emotional.
Stubborn.
Hasty.
Good memory.
Moving, motivates oneself and others.
Loves to travel and explore.
Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

--------OCTOBER BABY --------
Loves to chat.
Loves those who love them.
Loves to takes things at the center.
Inner and physical beauty.
Lies but doesn't pretend.
Gets angry often.
Treats friends importantly.
Brave and fearless.
Always making friends.
Easily hurt but recovers easily.
Daydreamer.
Opinionated.
Does not care to control emotions.
Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

---------NOVEMBER BABY --------
Trustworthy and loyal.
Very passionate and dangerous.
Wild at times.
Knows how to have fun.
Sexy and mysterious.
Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality.
Playful, but secretive.
Very emotional and temperamental sometimes.
Meets new people easily and very social in a group.
Fearless and independent.
Can hold their own.
Stands out in a crowd.
Essentially very smart.
Usually, the greatest men are born in this month.
If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

--------DECEMBER BABY --------
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months!
Loyal and generous.
Patriotic.
Competitive in everything.
Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty.
Ambitious.
Influential in organizations.
Fun to be with.
Easy to talk to, though hard to understand.
Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know.
Easily influenced by kindness.
Polite and soft-spoken.
Having lots of ideas.
Sensitive.
Active mind.
Hesitating, tends to delay.
Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental.
Funny and humorous.
Loves to joke.
Good debating skills.
Has that someone always on his/her mind.
Talkative.
Daydreamer.
Friendly.
Knows how to make friends.
Abiding.
Able to show character.
One guy/girl kind of person.
Loveable.
Easily hurt.
Prone to getting colds.
loves music.
pretty/handsome.
Loves to dress up.
Easily bored.
Fussy.
Seldom shows emotions.
Takes time to recover when hurt.
Sensitive.

let me heal my heart b4 i go crazy9:14 PM

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

hmmm...
1)it's been a long time yet again...
2)i was wunderin y my blog dun have any title..den i told myself i dun need a title since wat i always type abt is usually a bunch of craps...all regarding diiff topics...
3)bakul juz asked me 2 b his gf thru sms....n its 2 am!!!21/02...
4)oh ya...juz broke up wif atoi yest....n it was 9 days 2 our 1st month...
5)happy bein single again...
6)oh ya...woke up in the afternoon by a phone call by my dear naqiah.....
7)her hp was stolen by tis guy...(im goin 2 punch him till he's unconscious)
8)den went her hse n had mee rebus...prepared by her mum~~(delicious)yumzZz!!!~~
9)afterwards met bakul at lakeside...however i alighted at chinese garden which is 1 stop b4 lakeside...(pandai sak ayu...)...all thanx 2 my medicine tt makes my mind dumb ...n the 2 guys bside me....haiyo0o0o....
10)havent start mugging yet...
11)DCNK a confirmed fail...but studying nevertheless...
12)CARC is a confirmed pass...wif no grades...huahuahua...
13)i still do not noe how 2 find out my CDS next term....
14)2 days ago ....i was a hero at my werkplace...Guardian Marine Terracce....
15)wanna noe y??
16)i managed 2 kill n destroy 30 COCKROACHES!!!!!
17)eeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwww!!~~

18)n i haf a phobia of them...

19)n my 2 store-in-charge's were standing outside the store...2 afraid 2 go in....haiyo0o0o~~~
20)tts y i had fever yest n 2dae...
21)on the fon wif bakul now...
22)n he's complainin he's hungry...as usual....
23)he ask me 2 use tis font as pink is his fav. clr n green is mine....
24)till here aitez...nk lynkn biol nie nyer gila...peace!!~

let me heal my heart b4 i go crazy1:55 AM

Sunday, January 28, 2007

1)i havent updated my blog like i promised

2)i wanted 2 update abt the time tt i,fizah n naqiah sat at the bus stop 2 wait 4 yan n naqiah's parents...

3)tt indian lady walked past naqiah,fizah n den me,wif ma head stickin out 2 the front a bit..n suddenly...comes tis sound..

4)Po0o0oT!

5)there was like 3 seconds of silence b4 i said

6)thanx ehk!!~~

7)n tt triggered a laughing session from fizah n niki n lastly me...who finally had it into my head tt tat indian lady juz farted in front of me!!~wat the helll!!!!

8)wen she was like 2 metres away...unaware tt we were laughing abt her,

9)there was another

10)pOo0o0oT!!!!

11)n tt broke loose another tirade of laughter from us till 3 of us were like snorting n shouting wif laughter n rolling at the seats....i tink ppl tot we were crazy...

12)next!!!

13)open hse!!

14)in the vid,my face was covered by the mike...

15)the mikes weren't even werkin...

16)ragams were mistaken...

17)sumbang giler~~~

18)but it was a hell of a lot of fun!!~~

19)PST on the other hand..was sad...since yan sang all the way till wau bulan...

20)it rained...

21)the funny ting was...

22)after they ended their show...

23)the weather seemed normal...

24)it's a pity...

25)next!!!

26)i've started 2 werk on 22nd jan @guardian health n beauty @ marine terrace...ahakz!!

27)tt's the reason y i havent been online often...

28)assignments done....

29)nvr been 2 any of ma lab test since im not prepared....

30)i haf 2 start going 4 ma lectures...shiet la...

31)been missing a lot lately...

32)im not ready 4 ma exam!!!!shiet!!

33)haf 2 start mugging rite now...

34)i cant afford 2 retake any other subjects...

35)after skool....im werkin...after werk...go home...

36)den get ready 4 sk0oll the nxt day...

37)tts my life tis days....oh ya..i onli haf sun free...n im spending tt at home!

38)tues n thurs r 4 dikir...

39)pentas cumin up...i dunnoe wen..

40)i need help 4 examz1!!!

41)if u guys r studying any dayz...plz inform me!!!

42)i was bubbled yest by tis guy named zaini...he left me alone outside the clinic at marine drive yest n went 2 mit his frens...

43)i waited 4 an hr 2 b sure he isnt cumin bck...wat wif 13 k0ls i gave him ...all wif no answers...n 4 sms i sent....wif no replies....

44)the funny ting was...i can still sms him nicely...w/o a single word of vulgarity...

45)im proud of myself 4 not unleashing my anger...ahakz!

46)next!!!

47)nowadayz im bein blackmailed....

48)by tis guy from bedok named wan'boy

49)dunnoe his real name...

50)dun even noe him...

51)told me a vid of me being gangbanged by 5 guys r goin around...bdk south n bdk north haf already seen it...

52)i haf a strong feeling tt it's all crap..

53)coz i dun do these things...

54)even if it did happened...i was drunk n had no memory of it..

55)i juz hope tt ppl dun change wat they tink of me due 2 tis vid tt seems 2 b passing ard...

56)i noe im stupid 2 let tis happen...n even 2 state it in my blog..but bloody hell..let me juz type tis out w/o having any1 2 comment abt it...

57)anewayz...tis is gonna b in my mind on my b'day everytime since tt vid happened on my b'day..blieve it or not...

58)so b4 any bunch of u dare 2 call me names or wat-so-fucking-ever....do be reminded tt it can happen 2 u,ur gf,or ur own siblings anytime...even by ur most trusted frens or ur loverboy~~

59)im so sick of tis...my self-respect is bein burned to the ground...but oh...b4 tt..it was dragged thru a lump of shyt....

60)i sooo0o0o do not need tis wen its close 2 my exam period....haixxX

61)i juz hope ppl can delete the vid n not spread it anymore...u wanna watch it...fine..i dunnoe wat u get from it...but delete it afterwards ya...

tats all folks.....hope u were entertained by tis bit of wats happenin in my life

let me heal my heart b4 i go crazy6:22 PM

Saturday, January 13, 2007

im bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im freakin bored!!!
didn't get mc 4 todae...coz got no money...
die...
got a very bad flu
i tink got lect tml...but dunnoe wat time...
tml got training 4 the open hse...
i dunnoe wat time also...
nira is performin on 18th...12 nn
my last 3 fingers of ma right hand hurts due to smackin the bloody "anak".
looks can b deceiving....i tot it was easy...n it turned out 2 b freaking difficult lor...
i seem 2 b listening 2 sad songs now...
there's a gig later at NYP..im going...
i juz handed in ma life sciences assignment...
me n dayah looked 4 locker 97 like hell...
we still didnt find it
in the end,wan helped me out...thanx!!!
tot of going 2 my family clinic...found out it closes after 5.30 pm....like shiet sia...i waited till 7.15 4 it 2 open wen i noticed tis small sheet of paper on the wall...how infuriating!!!!
training 4 dikir will b on mon,tues n wed!~~
oopg assignment 2 b handed in tis mon...havent even started....haiya~~
chatting at irc now....but its damned boring lor...
can't slp...
our performance attire is GREEN!!!!
luv u miza.naqiah.fizah!!!
im totally sick now........
till here~~~nitez ppl!!~

let me heal my heart b4 i go crazy5:05 AM

Monday, January 08, 2007

having oopg lab now.
after tis got dcnk.
had 25/50 4 oopg..
ma parents cumin 4 the parent-teacher meetin...im scared...
havent even done ma new yr resolution...
still need 2 complete ma FNDB,OOPG,CMSK3 assignments.
ma online tutorial still not completed...both CARC n FNDB.
watched spirit of the victim with niki,fizah n yan on thurs.
the victims face was horrible.
its a movie with a twist in a twist.
i melatared during the shocking part.
ppl laughed at me.
so paisey..
still havent get cards 4 ma syg's present.
naqiah is single...b strong ma gal...its gonna get damned lonesome 4 u the 1st few mths...
some guys r going 2 get their lubang jubo torn by me n ma payung if i see dem...
ma ex remy juz contacted me back thru msn yest...sianzZzz
ma left eye is RED 2dae....kewlshiet!!
im havin a freakin headache!!
at 3pm later,meetin kak as 2 do our life science assignment...
missed ma genetics lecture last wed...
im playing anak 4 dikir during the open hse at TP tis 18th.
jam n hop on 20th.
tues im working at nite doing stock take at i-dunnoe-which-outlet of Toy'r'Us.(i dunnoe how 2 pronounce it.
had 2 type out ma service reflection 4 times on thurs...twice during apel lesson...n twice at itas...1st time...i dunnoe wat happened...the page cleared by itself...2nd...nixon accidentally closed my window...3rd ..hafiz yg bwk SP clicked on ma mouse which is coincidentally on the X sign at the top right hand corner of the page n lastly...fizah helped me out...thanx dear!!
need 2 print out ma notes...
need 2 complete ma assignments..
need 2 earn money...
need 2 tell ma dad abt ma case....
haiya!!!!!
tats all la....im so bored.....wen is OOpG gonna end!!!
bye ppl!!

let me heal my heart b4 i go crazy10:09 AM